stupid life.
I am having what I can only describe as a mental shut down. I have felt like a robot all day and now that I am home from work and school I and having a break down. I’m sick of thinking about the same people over and over multiple times every day of my life and not being able to control it. I just want one day worry and stress free. I feel like my heart is being ripped from my chest every day and I dont want to feel like this anymore. I dont know how to fix it or stop. Medication doesnt work, therapy doesnt work. I want to give up trying to fix it and just deal with it but I cant handle that anymore either. K i’m done now.
